Sunday, July 10, 2011

不对的现实

你可以承认不对的现实因为大周遭环境。

你可以向不对的现实低头因为你要生活。

你可以默许别人向不对的现实低头, 因为他们也要生活, 有顾虑; 或许你也是如此。

但是你不可以把不对的现实当真理和道理,

不可以把不对的现实当成无法改变的事实,

更不可以给予不对的现实允许!

我或许少了点勇气大声喊出这不对的现实是狗X,

但是我确实是告诉大家它是狗X。

我或许少了点勇气向不对的现实宣战,

但是我内心深处抵触这不对的现实。

我承认它, 但我从不把它当道理。

我默许它, 但我从不允许它横行。

无可否认我是个胆小鬼, 因为我有我必须守护的。

所以我敬佩勇敢站出来反抗不对的现实的人。

至于把不对的现实当道理并允许它的人

我只能说, 你也不对的现实了...

你知道吗?

不对的现实, 始终是被唾弃的。

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

因为要求不变是一个很复杂的过程

她疆在那里

执着着

你问她在等什么

她也回答不出来

就这样

她死死的抓着

死死的看着

好像就这样僵持下去

会有不一样的结果

你不懂

你不是我你怎么懂?

不要说你, 连我也不懂。

我也不懂我在坚持什么...


我不是不懂

是忘了

因为太久了

所以忘了我原本要的是什么...

对, 我在坚持的

是我一开始就要求的

只是...

执着了太久, 连我也忘了那是什么了...

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男人总说女人复杂
其实没有, 她们很简单
她们要的从来就没有变
所以男人才会想不通
因为要求不变是一个很复杂的过程

也许是那刹那的

也许, 最触动人心的, 不是他到底有多绝色, 而是那刹那的感觉。

也许那是一种抓不足的感觉

也许那是一种神秘

又也许那是一种害怕不能再拥有的遗憾

又也许那只是好奇

总而言之就是一瞬间的震撼

所以人们才会对那种感觉印象深刻

所以

你才会把带给你那种感觉的事物记到心里去

兜兜转转又回到了那里

我很爱他...

我知道

我很想他...

那就想吧

我不想离开他

可是他已经离开了...

我可以不离开他吗?

你挽留了, 他留下了吗?

他走了

所以你追了去

心痛着, 因为自己追去; 但如果不追去, 却会连心都不会痛了, 因为心死了, 因为他离开。

你很爱她

我知道

你很想他

因为太想他

你离不开他

因为我很爱他....
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兜兜转转
又回到了那里的
是爱情

ALONE?

有没有试过一个人在外头, 慢无目的地游荡?

有没有试过一个人坐在路边,看来往的路人或车辆?

有没有试过下雨的时候一个人呆着看遗落在窗口的水滴?

有没有在夜深人静时, 一个人躺在床上看着天花板, 傻傻的... 什么都不想?

有没有人告诉过你, 这叫做寂寞?

寂寞...

会怕吗?

会怕一个人呆着吗?

怕寂寞侵蚀你的心吗?

不该觉得害怕吗?

别怕, 我不是在这里吗?

你会陪我吗?

会, 我一直都在啊...

至少有你对不对?

你有多久没回头了?

回头?

对啊..... 你回头看看...看看你的后面...

你忘了吗?

他们一直都在。

你从来就不是一个人。

我们都太常忽略一直都在的...

他们从来就不曾离开...

所以,

别忘了, 偶尔回头看看













你会发现, 其实一个人并不一定寂寞...

Saturday, May 28, 2011

再见了,有人叫我“她麦”

她麦说, 人生需要精彩, 生活需要疯狂, 人不轻狂妄少年, 年轻时颠一点又如何?


她轻狂过了15,16;也疯狂过了17,18; 在用了19来沉淀自己后, 现在的她麦正在寻找属于她的精彩, 20++ 的精彩待续中..... ^^


漫步了20, 她麦决定选择平静... 但谁说平静不精彩的一种? :)

今天决定更换部落格的名字和说明...
看了别人的部落格, 觉得自己的应该是时候进步了。
活着, 不就为了求进步吗? :)

Thursday, May 26, 2011

闭上眼... 感受

笑容
代表的是快乐?
还是悲伤的掩饰?

眼泪
代表的是伤心?
还是别有用心?

沉默
代表的是无话可说?
还是说了亦无用的无奈?

人们
所看见的
是否就是所有?

真的很需要闭上眼睛去感受

最真实的
通常是肉眼看不见的不是吗?


温暖的阳光
清澈的水
轻柔的风
种种的感受

还有
最感动人心的爱


你...瞧见它们了吗?

Monday, May 16, 2011

William Shakespeare

my english literature prof said, "If you has never learned Shakespeare, don't ever tell me that you have taken english literature."

see how Shakespeare takes a main role in english literature?

I learned Sonnet 18, Shall I Compare Thee to a Summer's Days? in the high school.... like it... but really don't understand what it means... well~ i was only 14.

and i have learned more Shakespeare's sonnets in this semester....
sonnet 73- That Time of Year Thou Mayst in Me Behold
sonnet 116 - Let Me Not to the Marriage of True Minds
sonnet 130 - My Mistress' Eyes are Nothing Like the Sun

Just realized that Shall I Compare Thee to a Summer's Days is Shakespeare's most famous sonnet. There were 154 sonnets which were written by Shakespeare were published in 1800s. Yet, people do believe that he had composed more than 154 sonnets....

Well-known Romeo and Juliet is also written by Shakespeare and then, Shakespearean Tragedy has become his signature of works. This leads people pay more attention at Shakespearean Tragedy than Shakespearean Comedy. How many people know that Shakespearean Comedies also have many classical quotes?

I watched the DVD of As You Like It in class, which is played by Globe Theater-- a theater which is associated with Shakespeare. I like the theater so much and watching a play in that theater has been listed on MUST DO THINGS for my London trip.

did some research about Shakespeare before writing my assignment.... realized that some people doubt that if he is a gay... hmmm.... why do you care? no matter who he is, he wrote great and classical works!

Shakespeare was is the greatest english writer-- that is the only thing i need to know.


i m too lazy

just too lazy...

lazy to deal with problems...

lazy to deal with complicated....

that's why i want to keep my life as simple as it can...

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i enjoy the sun....

i worship the peace....

dramas.... i have watched too many...

but the ones can me moved are getting less and less...

i don't look forward to dramatic life again...

i just want to make sure it is plain... plain enough to see the bottom.

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these days many people told me, "you know what you are doing, that is great."

yes. i know what i am doing... so can i choose to be silent?

i m lazy to explain...

to explain what i am doing.... you won't understand because you are not me...

honestly, i don't need others to tell me what should do and not to...

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i am trying so hard to close my eyes, ears and mouth....

because i m lazy....

lazy to deal with what is outside... when i m even lazy to deal with myself....

Sunday, February 20, 2011